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♥ expectant .
yours truly

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Name: SM.B.SHA
Date of Birth: January two-6 1991

a simple girl who will be nice if you're nice to her.
you may try to get into her black book if you're game for it.
currently waiting for O lvl results. an easy going
girl who enjoys being around her family and loved ones.
respect is to be earned. it doesnt come freely.

♥ whispery .
shout and live for once



♥ craves .
wish upon the stars

* to hit the beach
* eat tom yum
* cold rock / b&j ice cream
* strawberry ice blended
* kayakking
* retail theraphy
* new cellphone? (:
* fox pull-over
* new flops
* escape
* camp!!!
* out on an advanture

♥ events .
what happens next

291107 - sister off to bangkok
081207 - east coast camping
141207 - malaysia trip? (:
171207 - n level result
201207 - hari raya aidiladha
301207 - grandpa bdae

♥ adieu .
set them free

; adleyanaa
; ainul
; athira
; atikah
; kak diana
; kak kasinah
; kak murni
; kak reella
; kak yanaa
; limei
; rafidah
; syz aifa
; syz aifa [two]
; syz deean
; syz nana
; syz watie
; wahidah
; yanee
; zheng ning
; zhi ying

♥ credits .
thankyouverymuch

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Monday, December 10, 2007
{ freed on 9:05 AM

uhh. my blog is gonna be taken over.
well dear new owner, please take good care of this
blog. coz ive been taking care of it for the past 8 mths.
have fun blogging. (:

Dee, here's for you. =)

FACE DOWN - The red jumpsuit apparatus

Hey girl you know you drive me crazy
One look puts the rhythm in my hand.
Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's going down.

Cover up with make up in the mirror
Tell yourself it's never gonna happen again
You cry alone and then he swears he loves you.

Do you feel like a man
When you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
Every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wade around forever you will surely drown
I see what's going down.

I see the way you go and say your right again,
Say your right again
Heed my lecture

Do you feel like a man
When you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
As your lies crumble down a new life she has found.

Face down in the dirt she says, this doesn't hurt she says I finally had enough..
Face down in the dirt she says, this doesn't hurt she says I finally had enough..

One day she will tell you that she has had enough
Its coming round again.

Do you feel like a man, when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has.

Do you feel like a man, when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

Face down in the dirt she says, this doesn't hurt she says I finally had enough..


Thursday, September 20, 2007
{ freed on 8:58 PM

what more can i say.
hotcakes. why must it even exist.
i had a very nice morning.
very.
and dear hotcakes.
im gonna hate you.
and sweet chilli sauce, you too.

my day was spent in the room reading cleo
and sleeping till it was breaking fast time.
watch benchwarmers with bro and here i am.

too much thinking is causing me to have head pains.
every time i stand from laying down position,
i feel like toppling over thus grabbing onto something
for support.

haaa. ive no mood k. and that's that.

bubbles bubbles buey.

im extra-ordinarily miffed.


Thursday, September 6, 2007
{ freed on 8:15 PM

aduhh. saket kepaler ku. ader terketok tu toilet nyer sink.
suey btol.

bagaikan mengejar bayang-bayang.
nampak dekat tapi tidak tercapai dek tangan.

sometimes it just drives me to confusion.
i found this while browsing thru a puisi website :

Selalunya orang yang kita sayang,suka membuatkan kita dalam keadaan teruji.
Selalunya orang yang kita sayang,suka membuatkan kita terkeliru.
Selalunya orang yang kita sayang, suka membuatkan kita terluka.
Selalunya orang yang kita sayang, suka membuatkan kita terkilan.
Selalunya orang yang kita sayang, suka membuatkan tahap kesabaran kita menipis.
Dan selalunya orang yang kita sayang,suka hadir bila memerlukan dan pergi tanpa meninggalkan pesan.

translated to english:

Most of the times ppl that we love likes to test us
Most of the times ppl that we love likes to make us confuse
Most of the times ppl that we love likes to make us feel hurt
Most of the times ppl that we love likes to make us feel slighted
Most of the times ppl that we love likes to make our patience thinner
And most of the times ppl that we love likes to come when in need and go without any words.

really? i dont noe. running a fever again.
well it always happend that im immuned.
feels nothing the fever.
i guess the card for him shall lay on the cupboard
much longer.

im off. 2dae's post is oh-so random yea.

"Every step that I take is another mistake to you"